Hey guys wat the heck!!!!! I just decided to put both my poems on the net!!!!!!!Do tell me how it is

Some days i wanna get up n call it quits,

I feel like i'm surrounded by a wall of bricks,

Each time i try to get up i just fall in pits,

But then the sight of you helps me to survive in it...



Somedays i feel you're the only one i can trust,

In a world where sanity has bitten the dust,

Where the innocent are slaughtered for money n fame,

And the angel of death has a free n mighty reign...



But with you around,

There's still some sanity left to be found,

You're the silver lining on the big black clouds,

But when i turn around, you're nowhere to be found...

Having fun wid Relatives

Hey I'm having fun with my relatives in Bhopal(The capital of Madhya Pradesh,A state in India)

The weather over here's very pleasant,the kind where u don't wanna wake up from sleep,or if u do, spend the whole day just riding your mobike from one place to another without stopping, or

jus' laze the day away.



The day before yesterday, we went to this place they call the boat club.It's a place beside a huge lake called the Bhopal lake.We were originally suposed to go on a ten minute ride on a speed boat,but we changed or minds at the last minute when we found that the steamer which is usually overbooked for cruises.It was supposed to be very good,'cos neither my cousins or i had ever been on it,so we were goin by what my uncle told us.



The steamer docked and we made a line like "civilised"people(Actually i think that by our own standards animals are more civilised!!!)



Then the guy manning the entry gate into the steamer made a fatal mistake:He let a group of tourists in who did not hav to join the line,didn't have tickets,before he let us,the guys in the line with tickets,in.



Needless to say,Everyone was so angry at him, that they started to tear him apart.

But i was sorry for the guy,u know!!The poor guy was,in all probability was jus' following orders from his boss!!!



Any way after that bit of unleasantness, we all got on the boat,n we took the best seats:)

Then the steamer starts up n goes out of the harbour,n the guy on the music console starts songs from the era of my great grandpa!!!!!

Man i almost fell asleep on the cruise!!! I went up to the guy n asked him to play something from this century,n he obliged,playing popular hindi songs.Atlast we started to enjoy the cruise.

Anyway after that we went to a restaurant,ordered good food.As soon as we went into the restaurant the elctircity went off!!! We had to have a candlelight dinner!!!!!
Then the rain came.Man it rained!!The roads were flooded!! On top of it my elder uncle,who has just learned to drive,backed his car into an excavation pit!!!! The end result was that he had one wheel hanging in free air,n the car tilted at a ridiculous angle!!
My brother n I had to go in to th pit n push upwards while uncle put the car in forward first gear n pulled the car out on the firm road!!!!

The Next day my parents went off to Delhi,n I am going on the 17th,which i suspect is tomorow.

ok guys, i'll hav to go now.
PS: My sister went to look at the cut off lists n i am pleased to say that she got thru in the college!!!!!!
so we r goin out as a celebration!!!!
Bye

How r the pics above?? i have more,which i'll post tomorow.

Bye

am goin home finally!!!

Hey man i'm goin home.Finally.



My exams finished on the 7th of June,n after that a friend n i went to a place called Shirdi.It's supposed to be a holy place of a man called Sai Baba.The temple to him was HUGE, n the Queue out there was unbelievable!!!!!I mean we reached there at 4 in the morning,after having taken a luxury bus from the station at 11:30 PM. We reached there around 4 in the morning, then were shuttled to the temple.And, at 5 in the morning,the queue (if it was straightened out) would have measured at least a mile or two long!!!!!!I was wondering for how long the people at the front of the line were waiting!!!







Anyway,the line started moving(atlast!!!!,i thought),and the Aarti(the ceremonies that are performed upon opening the temple for the day)was performed.It was an awe inspiring sight!!!



I mean the statue to Sai baba was at least 6feet tall,in a sitting pos'n.The priests first took of the cloth draped around it, then washed the statue,the sanctum sanctorum around it,all the time chanting prayers(they sounded like gibberish to me,but i suppose that it has a meaning,or they wouldn't do it,would they?) Anyway after that we went outside to look for our shoes,but found that we had come out from some other gate than the one we went in.So we started lookin for it,



n found it around half an hour later.







time is now around 7AM,and i was feeling very sleepy,but my friend was wide awake.



He suggested that we go to Shani Signapuri, another holy place about 50 to 60 kilometers


away.I assented, so we went to see if we cud get a bus there.Turned out that a family was goin there,so we we asked them for a lift.





One of the most amazing things about the place is that None of the houses, shops and the other places have doors or shutters!!!! I mean that's so amazin!!in this day n age,wen thieves are breaking into every place, thee places hav no doors!!!!!!!!





It's said that anyone who steals there will go mad and not be able to go out of the village!!!!


Over there, before going into the temple, we had to have a compulsory bath,n only then cud we go into the temple!!!!




Anyway this one was also impressive,but nowhere near the Shirdi Sai baba temple.

The thing in this temple is that there are n priests in there, so u hav to do the ceremonies yourself!!!!!!

A big change from the other temples,I must say!!

Now after that we went back to Shirdi,reaching there around 3 in the afternoon.Then we went to see if there was a bus to take us back to Pune. Found one n bought a ticket for close to 200 bucks!!!

We reached Pune around in the night.At this point we had been on the road for around 24 hours!!!!

Wen we reached Pune,i went to my room in the hostel,somehow took off my clothes, had a bath,
then went off to sleep as soon as my head touched the pillow.

I was woken up by a phone call by the bloody idiots in the phone company at six in the morning the next day,calling me up to see if i wanted to download ringtones.I gave them all the choicest abuse i cud think of,n told'em to call up at a decent time,like around 12:30PM.

From then on,i partied the night away!!!!
Bye

Yay!!!

Yeehaw!!!!!! I got my ticket for goin home yesterday!!! n the best part was that i had to pay less than i expected,cos the agent got the ticket for less!!!!

Now all i hav to do is to somehow survive till the end of my exams,n not worry 'bout havin to book a ticket!!!!!!
My parents r also comin to bhopal,so it's gonna be a right down party time!!!!!

Anyway after the disaster of yesterday's paper,i needed some thin good to happen,n since there was no chance that my dad wud suddenly say"Here's the laptop u always wanted,son!!!!",this was the best thing that cud happen!!!

N by the way my cousin brother got a computer for his very good perfomance the engineering entrance exams!!!!!!Am very excited n am gonna see his comp wen i get there.

Nothin else happened.I'm goin mad b'cos i don' wanna study,but i need to pass these exams or i will b stuck in this year.

Tune in tommorow for more updates.

my first exam gone bad!!:(

Had my second last exam today.Man was it tough!!!!I started shitting bricks as soon as i saw the paper!!!!!!



knew next to nothing in the f*** paper,so i started to write whatever i knew!!!! :)

still, i ran out of things to write in two n a half hours!!!!



no choice except to come out of the hall,now.



next was on the way to the hoostel to have a bath when this friend calls up:"come to the college"



ok,so i start off towards the college,only to be interrupted by another call from him:"come to the pav bhaji guy's stall"(Pav bhaji is a snack usually very tasty n unhealthy)



so i go there, n find him sitting there n havin a poha(this one is 'supposed' to be healthy)



oh n by the way, I overslept,right thru the alarm supposed to wake me up!!!!



as a result i reached the exam hall at 10:15am,for a 10:00 am exam!!!!!



ok rest of today in the next post.

Man i'm goin absolutely mad,studyin thru the night for exams.... And just when i fell asleep around 5:30 am,this bloody idiot of a friend whom i'll not name called up:"u awake??
come to my flat."
i asked him if he'd gone mad n escaped from a loony bin,to which he replied no,he wanted to study!!!!!!!!!!
i told him to go ask sum1 else,i had just finished studying!!!!



Then my mom called up to say that she wasn't sure if she n my sis r goin to bhopal ,cos some other bloody group has started agitating to get allocated a status of a scheduled caste\scheduled tribe.

They hav been blowin up rail tracks,bridges,and basically makin life hell for the people in the places where these a**holes are 'operating'.

They r lead by,i am sorry to say,a man who claims to be a colonel(ret.) in the indian army.
And now these scum of the earth are spreading towards my hometown,Delhi.

Police hav closed down the borders,so no one can go out or come in.

Why do people do this?
If you want something,why not agitate in a peaceful way?

I feel that instead of reservations based on caste,the reservations should be based on the economic criteria,like the Govt. should fix a minimum income per year,below which the people should be entitled to the reservations.
I also read somewhere that the Govt.could give out something like education vouchers,which can be used in both govt. aided and unaided,and private colleges.
Now that was a good idea in my opinion.

OK gotta go.
bye.